A mind full of thoughts....

I thought long and hard about what I was going to "blog" about today. So instead of focusing on just one thing I'm going to write about a lot of things... Sound good? Great.

First. I am Grateful. Its been awhile since I've actually sat down and let out everything I'm grateful for. SO here it goes!

 
1. My Family. 
         My mother is truly an AMAZING person. She has so much to offer and so much to give. Shes the best teacher. I would have to say that I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have the support, love, and coaching she has given me.
       My father, him and I have been on a long journey in actually finding a good ground to stand on. I can proudly say that we have and I appreciate the man that he is. I dont give him enough credit for the battle he has won. We butt heads a lot but that's because I'm his mini me, yes even though Im a girl. haha
      My brother, How can I not LOVE my little brother? Who doesn't? He is growing up to be quite a stud and man. We have had our fair share of brotherly sisterly fights but I am thankful for him standing by my side when things got tough and when we had great moments.
     My Sister, Even though she can be a little devil sometimes I love her! She keeps my life exciting. I love watching her grow up and have such a great personality!

My Grandparents -
   My Papa - Is the most caring and helping man I know. He would give the shirt off his back if someone was in need. He has always been there willing to help and teach. He deserves SO much credit for taking on his own business and sky rocketing at it, and with taking care of my grandma in her time of need.
  My Grandma - She sat with me outside and played my silly imaginary games with me countless times. She has also been through her battles, overcoming smoking & more recently over coming breast cancer. She is the one who can make a joke about anything but listen when you most need it.

My AZ family, (Uncle Chad, Aunt Karen, Cousins Katelyn & Riley & last but not least Grandma Van Dyk) You have all played a huge part in my life that no one else can ever. You are all a huge part of my heart that no one can else can ever fill. You are all so extremely special to me & I'm thankful that I have each one of you.

Kamas - The love of my life! I would not be where I am today if it wasn't for this guy. Hes pretty great! We took a leap of faith and moved in together. Can I just say that I love life with him? He calms me down when I get worked up, He helps me when I need it and lets me do it on my own when Im doin' just fine. lets just say he keeps that sparkle in my eye.

The Albertsons - They welcomed me with open arms and have always been there if I needed something. I can never repay them for the things they've helped me with.

My job, Even though I say somedays I rather not be here but I love having a job. If not all of you knew I work for a collection agency based from Utah, I wont be running out of work any time soon.

My house... I mean OUR house. Im happy that we found a place that works for us. its everything we need plus a little more.

Clothes & Food. I know kinda cheesy but I know there's people in the world that don't have these things. Which also makes me a little more appreciative of my job. I like knowing that when I go home I can slip on my jammies and open the cupboards and find food.

My friends.Sometimes I feel like I am a tad alone in the world but then I remember I have lovely ladies & gents backing me up! You all know who you are and just know that I appreciate everything you do for me! the love and support is incredible.

My Camera. Without my camera I would be lost. my photography is my escape.


Im so grateful for my life and the people I have in it. There are some people who arent in it and Im doing just fine without them. Theres some people in my life that I COULDN'T live without. I'm blessed.

Overall, Im a pretty lucky girl.

Second. Kamas said something to me the other night. I am the only person who can make something change for myself. So which a new week and a new attitude, Im changing.
   Im changing to be a better person, for my relationships, business & my life. Which will include actually taking time for myself, laughing!, relaxing, vacations, not sweating the little things, loosening up, working out & eating healthy. I know Ive said it all before but this time it just hit me. This time I am in control & I AM going to make it happen.

Dirtbiking.... & Moab

Kamas has been itching to go ride his bike, I dont blame him. Hes really good & that bike is his pride and joy!
So when his best friend asked him if he wanted to go to Moab, UT to ride for a weekend; I knew there would be no hesitation! I knew that meant GUYS WEEKEND! I know how much he loves his bike & his friends so I know hes going to have a great time. Im going to miss him none the less. Technically this is the first time I will have the house to myself for more then 12 hours. Im not so sure how I feel about that yet! haha

One of his friends his leaving for the Marines next month so I know his friend is going to be asking to have tons of guys nights and or weekends. He wants to go to tons of concerts, and out partyin and what not which Im kinda bummed but at the same time I know he needs to be spending time with him since he is leaving for a really long time.

Have so much fun baby! 

This is where it would be nice to go home or have... friends, or do a girls day just for myself.
Which leads me into, Its not like Im not trying to make friends because I am. Its finding the people that will mesh with me. Some of the girls that I've hung out with have annoyed the crap out of me or their true colors have shown not in the positive way. Im sure there a cool girls to hang out with out there but when I get off work, I just wanna hang out with my guy or relax. I am a social butterfly but Im tired of getting my hopes up that this girl would be cool & turns out shes not. 
I know Im not perfect, I know I have issues but is it really too much to ask just to keep your word?

Oh the joys of growing up!

Albertson Family Party

For 2011, The Albertson's are trying to do a family party a month. How this works is, Each one of the Kids or Grand kids host a party a month at their homes.
This month it was a Mark and Beckie's (Kam's mom & dad) house. It was great to see everyone, and catch up. One of Kam's cousin's is just 3 short weeks away from having her baby girl! So excited for them.

Next month its at Justin & Ami's house.

My FIRST Pampered Chief Party!

Ive gotten pretty close with a couple of the girls I work with and One of them, Corrine, invited me to this Pampered Chief party that her Sister- in law was hosting. I thought why not, I need to get out more anyway! I later found out that she invited Ally, the other girl I work with & Amber who works at Our Attorneys office. When I got there, the house smelt amazing!

I watched my first ever Pampered Chief show; it was awesome! All the little gadgets were so cool and easy to use. I looked on the website & found this recipe, I think they look so delicious! I just copied and pasted onto the blog, and I just used what I had when I did these :)

 

Ingredients:

7	whole graham crackers (1 cup/250 mL finely crushed)
1/4	cup (50 mL) powdered sugar
6	tbsp (90 mL) butter, melted
4	bars (1.55 oz or 43 g each) milk chocolate candy, divided
12	large marshmallow

Directions:

1. Preheat oven to 350°F (180°C). Place graham crackers into a large resealable plastic bag. Finely crush into crumbs using Baker's Roller®;. Combine graham cracker crumbs, powdered sugar and butter in Small Batter Bowl. Using Small Scoop, place scant scoop of crumb mixture in each cup of Deluxe Mini-Muffin Pan. Press crumbs to form shallow cups with Mini-Tart Shaper. Bake 4-5 minutes or until edges are bubbling. Meanwhile, break two of the candy bars into rectangles. Remove pan from oven; place one rectangle into each cup.
2. Cut marshmallows in half crosswise using Professional Shears dipped in cold water. Place one marshmallow half, cut-side down, into each cup. Return to oven 1-2 minutes or until marshmallows are just slightly softened. Remove from oven to Stackable Cooling Rack; cool 15 minutes. Carefully remove cups from pan. Cool completely.
3. Break remaining candy bars and place in (1-cup/250 mL) Prep Bowl. Microwave on HIGH 1 minute-1 1/2 minutes or until melted and smooth, stirring every 20 seconds. Dip the top of each marshmallow in melted chocolate. Turn top-side up and let stand 40 minutes-1 hour or until set.

Yield: 24 cups
Nutrients per serving: (1 cup) Calories 100, Total Fat 6 g, Saturated Fat 3.5 g, Cholesterol 10 mg, Carbohydrate 11 g, Protein 1 g, Sodium 60 mg, Fiber 0 g
Cook's Tips: Dipping the Professional Shears in cold water before cutting the marshmallows helps minimize sticking.

The time it takes the chocolate to set varies depending on weather conditions and room temperature. You can refrigerate the cups briefly until the chocolate is set; store them at room temperature.

Store the cups in a single layer in an airtight container for up to 1 week. Freezing is not recommended.

For a richer chocolate flavor, substitute dark chocolate candy bars for the milk chocolate.

Enjoy! 

Kamas

 

How HANDSOME! is that guy? Im lucky he's all mine :) 

Its so crazy to think that in just 3 months we will have been together for 2 years! 

Come to think about everything that him and I have been through together is unreal. We have cried together, laughed together, shared moments that no one else will ever have, and we've grown together. 

We started out almost 500 miles away from each other & now we live together in OUR house. 

Its funny sometimes I catch myself looking through all of our old pictures and just noticing how much we've changed and grown up a little bit.Maybe he'll say okay to going and taking some more pictures with me!? A girl can only hope... haha

Hes one of the most amazing people that I've ever known & Im grateful for the things he does for me. 

I cant wait to see where our future together leads us! 

LOVE YOU BABE!